Legalities

Ok so i like a teacher and me and my friend have been laughing and joking about it and she said 'so when are you going to ask him out?' I was like WT*??? So I said 'one our very last day. If i still like him and he's still single. then if he says no i wont see him again so it wont be awkward.' haha. My friend thinks im crazy but should go for it. Anyway the reason i said then (around 18months from now) is that if i do still like him I know its not a fleeting crush and also he wont be my teacher so it wont be illegal. Also I'm under 18 right now so it would be illegal for that reason.

One reason why i would ask him out (even though i think boys should do the asking but then girls can be left wishing) is due to a dream i had back in April, May time, (back when i was going through the night-mare that was waiting to be able to break up with Luke) and that was my wedding. It was bizzare, because I was asking God to show me if I should stay with him and after praying and praying I had this dream. I was walking down the aisle of a church and my husband-to-be was stood at the end. I only saw the back of him but he was older (not by loads but a few years) and had very dark hair just like me. He had it cut at a the standard length for boys and he wasnt to much taller then me. I knew he was handsome and I knew he was right for me. I was smiling as I walked down and then he turned to look at me and I woke up. I didn't get to see his face. That is it for me. I knew I wasn't meant to be with Luke.

I have never told anyone about that dream. I believe it was from God.

So what else can I tell you about? Hmmmmm. I don't really know. I'm happy, I got good friends and presently I am cooking bangers and mash for dinner. Then hopefully me and my mum are going to go out to the cinema to see 'The Nativity'.

Talking about Nativity I have been roped into doing 'Christmas in the Barn' again. Im gonna be the angel. It shall be a fun packed Christmas Eve. Love it.

Christmas is magical. And so good for telling friends about Jesus. Which gives me an idea for a future blog. :) Good times.

Right then my lovelies. Its only 5 minutes till my dinner will be done so I should go.

I love you all

xxx