He's just NOT that into you

Yeah this film is rather sloooooow.

And long

And to flicky flicky.

Its an amazing story line though.

I watched Ghosts of Girlfriends past the other day and that was REALLY good. I really enjoyed it. It was kinda to much like A christmas carol. But was still good.

I went to see Nativity last wednesday with my mum. It was very funny, very good. And then this week we are going to see St.Trinians. I am looking forward to that.

And it is christmas this week. I cant believe it. It is amazing. Where has the year gone? Honestly. I have done so much. I will have to d a blog on my achievements very soon.

CWS has started to wear off. Well it comes and goes. I should probably mention that CWS is Chris Withdrawel Symptons. Its not fun. Lieing in bed each night thinking, wondering. Reading people facebook status' about their loved ones and people talking about them and watching people kissing and hugging in front of you. Tis not fun. And I would rather not go through it. But I guess it happens. I'll totally live. I hope. And its christmas so I shouldn't be thinking about it. But then you watch films and listen to songs and its all about spending time with the people you love and 'All I want for christmas is you.' And stuff like that. And then you cant help but think. Its so hard. And crazy. And wrong!

And if I do get the 3 weeks off how am I gonna cope not seeing him? I may go into town and hope to see him getting lunch or something.

And now my mum is saying I'm not excited about camp for next year now I have the brochure but...I dont get a say in where I go anymore. Its always where church and YPF want us to go. And I cant go with my camp buddies this year because they are to old. I mean I wanna spend it with my very best camp friends. I shall have to find out what they are doing. I wanna go with them. :)

I need to sort my life out again. Its loosing itself again.

Note to self: SORT YOURSELF OUT!!!!