I cant do this right

To sound or be like my dad in anyway is at the moment my worst nightmare.

But I do feel like him.

That sounds odd.

But I just cant do this thing right.

Ceeeebs to cook again today but thats what im expected to do AGAIN!

I said to David 'CBA to cook' but decided i had to do it. Started and he goes...

'Oh I'm doing soup for my dinner.' WHAT THE FUCK???

I just cant do this thing right. I wanna move out already.

But cant afford it.

And mums being funny about me going out on Monday.

Dont dare ask if im allowed out Saturday.

WHY CANT I HAVE A LIFE???

Everyone else in the world has one.

Signing out....................................