2009 Review

Well if you have been reading my blog this past year you will know I have had ups and downs this year. (A lot of one in particular.) This year has been difficult in the decision making part especially. I have had to make so many decision I should be re-named 'The decisioner' haha. All the decisions I have made have had such a big impact on my life. I left me boyfriend which was a major decision due to earlier conversations we had had, I left my old 6th form and moved to a new college to do a course completly different to anything i had ever done previously. I left all my friends to do something different. And I love it. I wouldn't change it for the world. Once I decided to leave I decieded to 'breeze' through my last few weeks at 6th form and just scrape 2 AS levels. (2 more then I thought I would get.) I also grew up.

I look back at how I was in January, February and I have grown up a bit more. Of course I'm not a an adult but I'm closer. I also fell in love with the Twilight Saga which after deciding to leave my boyfriend and not to date made me realise exactly what I wish for in my future husband. I got a job and I decided what I want to do as a career for certain. And finally I started to sort my life out.

What is important to do now is to sort out some New Year resolutions. I am determined to keep them. Perhaps writing them down here will help me to remember them. Thats one problem. I tend to forget them. So here are some thoughts so far:

-To be more organised. I am at present not very organised. I am still doing my homework 1 day before it is due in. So I should start doing it a couple of days before it is due in.

-I wanna go out more. I wanna get more independent and boost my confidence at the same time.

-Seriously I need to start reading my Bible again. I think I read it 10 times this year. Actually less then that. That is a must. None of this 'I'm to tierd' If I use that excuse I must not read in general. It is a must to read it.

And I think thats it. I think they are good targets.

In 2009 I also made some wicked new friends. I hope they dont mind if I mention them. Rachel, Heather, Frazer, Adam, Ben, Emieko, Lee etc all my new friends at college. From camp, Julia and Emma. Those guys are awesome. I love you all. :D

I dont know what else I achieved this year. I know it is more then last year. And although I may complain this year wasnt the best, I welcome 2010 (a new decade) with open arms. To think when the next decade is waiting to be welcomed in I'll be 27!!! Scary.

I love you all my bloggers.

Merry Christmas.

Happy New Year.

xxxx