Tuesday, 10 March 2009

'I dont wanna be a murderer'

Soooo Lizzie from London came up on saturday and I went out with her. Sooo much fun. I really miss her. But me and Sophie are going down to London in April so we will be seeing her then. And Fiona might be having her 18th birthday party while we are down there so that would be amazing. LOL. Ah they are all so cool and I love 'em so much.

And now I am looking seriously into leaving 6th form and going to Confetti and doing a Media National Diploma. It looks really good and I would love it. I think it would really help me as I wanna go into the radio and they do work with college radio and all sorts. And I am going to the open day this month and having an interview then as well. I am soo hopeing that I get on only need 4 gcses A-C which I have. And media experience and I am doing Media AS level so woop!

HAHA I saved this at like 5:30 and now its like 6:55 and I have come to finish it off. HAHA.

OMGsh I have just been watching Home &Away and that Freya girl is mad! She better be gone cause she is sooo annoying. If I was Zaviar I would have ditched her years ago. LOL.

And now my brother is playing his keyboard as loud as it will go. HAS HE NOT HEARD OF A VOLUME CONTROL! I swear he is soo annoying. HAHA him and Freya should get together. LOL.

We got our play for drama. For our exam. Its called 'Our Countries Good' but its a shit play. I really dont like it. And guess what. I get to play a bloke. AGAIN!! Seriously. In primary school if I wasnt in the choir I played a bloke. In school Im always a bloke. OK so I wasnt in my GCSE piece. But instead I was a abused girl! WHO HAD BEEN ABUSED BY HER DAD FOR 34YEARS!!! ARGH!! And its solider. I tell you now I have never needed Luke more. LOL. He can give me some tips. And this guy has so many lines as well. GOSH!! And my monologue is a page long. WHY DONT I GET TO DO A DUOLOGUE! Its not fair. I am sure I am picked on! And my drama teachers dont like me.

I tell you what I found the PERFECT song for me and Luke. I know he gave me Angel by The Corrs which is such a beautiful song. But this song Thunder by Boys Like Girls (HAHA even the name of the band is good) is amazing. Couple of the lines are. 'Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer...Your eyes are brighter then all the colours' How amazing is that! And the line about the voice being the soundtrack of the summer. the fact that we met in the summer and spoke almost everyday. Gosh its so good and perfect.

My friends parents are going to a party on saturday night so I am staying at hers and we are gonna be watching all 3 HSM films. LOL how cheesy is that? LOL. Gonna be so good though.

And my 6th form are having this social party in town in a few weeks. And everyone is pressuring me to go but I dont wanna go. And some people are saying that it was crap and that its not worth going to. But there will be people getting drunk and smoking. And although they wont be smoking in the building it will be on their clothes and breath. UGH! I dont wanna go. Knowing me I'll probs look a right prat. And its just nto my scene. Maybe if I get into Confetti I'll change and stuff but 6th form I dunno I still feel wrapped up in cotton wool. I need to get out there.

Oh yh and that thing I said about Luke. I cant even remember if I said what it is but if I did then you will know and if I didnt then you dont need to know. But its not gonna happen now. After talking about it and getting advice from older Christians its not gonna happen. BUT HE WANTS TO REVIEW IT AT THE END OF THIS YEAR START OF NEXT!! NO WAY! Nooo still to young.

Anywho I better go and edit this. Its looong. LOL.

Write soon.
Love you xxxxx

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