My best friend Aimee seriously fancies Chris Tomlin who is American and is a Christian singer. And today we were listening to his new album 'Hello Love' and i was teasing her saying that I was going to find him, marry him and have his babies. (This is all if me and Luke dont work out which I'm sure wont happen cause I won't let it.) And she believed I would. I think i did for a mintue or two. But i was all like I gonna marry him and have lots andd lots and lots of babies with him. I would go through all the hours and pain of labour for him. LOL. I mean he is completly gourgous. I mean look at him. That is beauty in perfection!
But Honestly who wouldnt fancy him? Well actually a lesbian and a straight guy wouldn't. But you know. What girl wouldn't?? I do anything, for you Chris anything!! LOL. I will meet him one day though. I am determined to.
Beauty in perfection hey. Thats what the world was before humans bobbed it up. Can't even look after the world that was given to us yet we think we are capable of looking after ourselves and others. Aren't we pathetic. Rubbish we are. Rubbish.
My friend Aimee was looking out for me today. And I mean REALLY looking out for me. She really wanted me to arrange to speak to this teacher about the crap that happpened at home over the weekend and I just couldn't. I mean honestly what can she do about it? Dad won't get help although he knows he needs it. And although I can move out, get married and whatever I have nowhere to go. I mean I know I could stay at some friends houses for a few days but its not permenant is it? And I can't leave my mum here. I mean if I could get up and go and take her with me I really would but I can't. But things will calm down once mum gets her job sorted. She hates being a nurse now. She's trying to get into NVQ assessing in Health and Social Care now. How cool would that be. I mean I know it will mean bringing work home to do but thats only what I do. As long as she doesn't forget about us. I may be 16 but I still need my mum. Maybe not 24/7 but I do need her sometimes. Sometimes its like I don't even know who she is. She is so depressed at the moment.
That was a long paragraph. Its getting to the stage now where I'm gonna have to say 'Nothing to say at all'. Although I have time to write how much I LOVE Take Thats new album. Ah I love it love it love it love it love it. I love them! Ah! And McFly! How can you not love them. Well actually you can not love them. Hmmm. I have to learn to think before i type. LOL. Well i guess thats the great things with blogs. You can just Ramble on. Me and Pippa came up with a load of reasons as to why blogs are so amazing the other day. You can just type and ramble on and nobody cares. I used to keep a diary but the bugger was being bothered to write in it everyday. Also you have restricted space. Here i just type till i cant type anymore. Or i run out of things to say. or i get bored. Whichever comes first.
Anyway as typing that my hand is beginning to hurt so i must go before my hand is in the postion it is in forever and ever. Then how would i blog for all you lovely readers and fellow bloggers out there?
Love you guys!! (Wrote that with one hand which is beginning to hurt as well)
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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