ARGH!!!

The abuse has calmed down. Well verbal abuse. Thats all that is thrown around in this house. Except for glasses, mugs and crockery. Thrown around this house way to much. I just want it all to stop. I want my dad to leave or for me and my mum and maybe my brother to leave. I really really really do not want to live in a house full of verbal abuse all the time. My dad didnt even know what was going on but he had to get involved didnt he. Such a twat head and i just want him to go away and not return. He is trying to leave to go to work like 2 hours early. All i can hear now is 'David, give me the car keys' over and over and over. They just make me want to SCREAM!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Everybody just SHUT UP AND FUCK OFF!!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!
Do your parents makes you feel like that 24/7? This house is a house of verbal and emotional abuse. I was trembling a few weeks ago and was reduced to feeling like a 6 year old! Ten years younger then I am.

I just don't know what to do anymore. My dad moans about mums job and he pushed her into it. He said go for it, go for it, go for it. And now all he does is fucking moan about it. He is such a wanker and I just wanna punch him so hard he wont EVER EVER do it again. Oh he says hes sorry but the next day or 2 days later hes at it again!!! I HATE HIM!!! Mum may work a lot and be stressed at the moment but at least she dont go round screaming and yelling and shouting for the sake of it.

THE LOT OF THEM CAN JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!